Well, it feels like I have lost you, battered
Again. - I sense you farther than far
I am afraid that is all so my fault.
Faintly it matters who you are
I’m so alone, sadly & forsaken
By myself in the first of all places
I wonder if one can get past it ever
Saving both of those smiling faces
I’m on my way away many a time
Gently seize me by the collar of mine
Lay hold of my face, anchor in my eyes
The storm I’m in is coming & is Divine
Will it ever let me go, ever not sure
Still, I hope so over & over again
Deadhead the contrary so & so
Snake the dragon, if you can
I am so, so sorry. I truly am.
I burdened you. I surely did.
With compulsion. Disordered
Yet my robot does yearn to fit.
I’m so vulnerable, you dressed.
You’re standing firm. I’m dancing.
I am miserable at playing the games
Let’s connect honestly, just enhancing.
You manage a robot & know what I mean.
If you can’t get it, no one, no, ever will
I am freezing in this abandonment
Maybe just by myself, yes, still.
This child of mine needs love.
Painting pictures for attention
This dog of mine sits by the door
Like a daisy in the mighty mansion
The tiger sleeps & that is pretty good
For who loves that big cat? - ‘No body’
While this adult walks lost in the woods
Pouring the rain of tears, getting muddy
You are a glimpse of hope, a lovely light
The beam of sunlight, a promising ray
I do miss your soothing whereabout
I feel your allness, all slipping away
I approve of you disapproving it.
I do offer you my system to hack
I do rock the silence - if you like
For let the silence rock me back
HC_Thiesgen
Feb 13th, 2023
1:05 pm (CET)
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